选美皇后为何请辞
Massachusetts beauty queen Maude Gorman gave up her title after a pageant skit mocked.
在选美比赛中遭到一出短剧嘲笑后，马萨诸塞州的选美皇后莫德.戈曼放弃了自己的冠军头衔。
She explains the painful reasons why .
她解释了自己这样做的，痛苦的理由。
I got home at night and I started drafting my resignation letter.
那晚我回家后，就开始起草我的辞职信。
And then two days later, I offcially resigned my titiel.
两天后，我正式卸任了自己的头衔。
I think I need to do something large to take a step back and it's a hard thing to do.
我觉得我需要正式做点事情，去退一步，这不是件容易的事情。
But it's the right thing to do.
不过却是正确的事。
After participating in 15 pageants Maude Gorman decided to quit.
在参加过15次选美比赛后，莫德.戈曼决定退出。
I was raped by three man when I was 13 years old, I kept it a secret for 3 and half years.
我13岁那年曾被三名男子强奸，三年半以来我一直保守着秘密。
I suffered from PTSD, anxiety ，depression , you name it, I probably had been through it.
我后来患上了创伤后综合征，焦虑症，抑郁症，你能想到的，我可能都经历了。
And I have body major issues, I actually became obese at one point.
我的身体也出过大问题，有一段时间曾经爆肥。
On the filp side I struggle with college.
一方面我还要努力完成大学学业。
Really, it threw a curve ball at my life.
真的，这件事是我人生的一次转折点。
And it's really something I don't think I can recover from.
这件事留下的阴影可能终生难以平复。
And it is so extremely difficult to share your story and to ask for help when you need it and to have something to undermining that .
要跟别人分享自己的故事，在你需要的时候去寻求帮助，用别的事情来削弱这件事的影响，这都是非常困难的，
If you hope fun and improvement， you should become a surviver and an opportunity to speak out and share the stories .
如果你想要得到快乐和改善，你应该成为一名勇敢的幸存者，利用机会为自己发声，分享自己的故事。
“It was heartbreaking for me,really.”
说道这次被短剧嘲讽，她说：“这真的太伤我心了。”
Contest organisers apologised and said the skit was not planned.
比赛主办方向她道了歉，称这个短剧不是故意的。
“People should have support and have survivers sharing their stories and some people just thank me to be the voice of them. ”
"人们应该获得支持，并有那些同样遭遇的幸存者们一起分享故事。有的人因为我替她们发声而表示感谢。”
“I have dedicated years and years of my life service toward others."
“在我的人生中，我花了很多年来为她们服务。”
'’And I really hope just continue to do that."
“我希望以后继续这样做。”
"I definitely want to show people there is hope in that, no matter how broken your world feels, no matter how dark it may seem like, you're not alone , you have people here for you and people that want to help you.”
“我真的想告诉人们，希望一直在，不论你的世界感觉有多么糟糕，无论看起来有多黑暗，你不是一个人，周围会有人支持你，想要帮助你。”
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