换序过人生——《Remember When》

今晚听《Remember When》。

这首歌由美国著名乡村歌手Alan Jackson演唱，我上学时有段时间非常迷恋他的声音，觉得这个声音里都是金灿灿的夕阳和温暖的回忆，也是因为他，我开始喜欢乡村音乐，并幻想将来开一家小店，遇到惬意的午后就放他的歌。

当然啦，开店这个梦想可能无法实现了，我极度没有经商头脑，做买卖必赔无疑。相对擅长的可能是学习吧，所以从今年开始，催着自己学习考证，有了证就饿不死了，也能有更多的时间去做自己真正想做的事——写小说。

没想到，这反倒成为束缚我的绳索，前段时间工作太耗费精力，晚上就不想再学习，玩手机会自责，觉得浪费了时间；工作又会难过，我不喜欢这样的工作。总之就是又自责又焦虑又难过又抱怨的状态，结果什么都没做成。

然后今天突然想明白一个道理，不一定非要等考下证来才能写小说啊，不想学习的时候也可以写嘛，相当于提前过一下将来的生活，这样，既不算浪费时间，不用自责焦虑，又可以调整状态，不用难过抱怨，多好呀！

歌词如下：

Remember when I was young and so were you

And time stood still and love was all we knew

You were the first, so was I

We made love and then you cried

Remember when

Remember when we vowed the vows

and walked the walk

Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard

We lived and learned, life threw curves

There was joy, there was hurt

Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born

And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged

We came together, fell apart

And broke each other's hearts

Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet

was the music

We danced to week to week

Brought back the love, we found trust

Vowed we'd never give up

Remember when

Remember when thirty something seemed old

Now lookin' back, it's just a steppin' stone

To where we are,

where we've been

Said we'd do it all again

Remember when

Remember when we said when we turned gray

When the children grow up and move away

We won't be sad, we'll be glad

For all the life we've had

And we'll remember when

Remember when

Remember when