厌学情绪又来了——《Shape Of My Heart》

周六好，听首著名《Shape Of My Heart》。

这首歌不用多介绍了吧，简直太有名了，歌手是Sting，当年因为深深被这首歌吸引，还专门看了《这个杀手不太冷》，电影当然很经典很精彩，不过我仍然觉得歌曲更胜一筹。

今晚去上第六节游泳课，可以夹着浮力棒从泳池这头游到那头了，说实话我自己都有点意外，教练也说算学得快了，奇怪的是，我没有丝毫开心，反而有种厌学情绪，越来越不想游。

这种奇怪的心态让我琢磨了一晚上，也没想明白到底为什么，不过，当年刚学会开车好像也有类似的厌烦情绪，不想碰车，说到底还是不熟练吧，等彻底学会了，大概就会喜欢了。

歌词如下：

He deals the cards as a meditation 

他打牌时在思考

And those he plays never suspect 

出牌从不犹豫

He doesn't play for the money he wins 

他玩牌不为赢钱

He don't play for respect 

也不为别人的尊敬

He deals the cards to find the answer

 他打牌是想找到答案

The sacred geometry of chance

 那奇妙而神圣的几何概率

The hidden law of a probable outcome 

每局结果背后的法则

The numbers lead a dance 

数字就像在跳舞

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier

 黑桃像是士兵的剑

I know that the clubs are weapons of war 

梅花（棍子）可以是战斗武器

I know that diamonds mean money for this art

 方块（钻石）象征钱

But that's not the shape of my heart 

但他们代表不了我的心

He may play the jack of diamonds 

他可能出方块J

He may lay the queen of spades

 也可能出黑桃Q

He may conceal a king in his hand 

手里没准藏了K

While the memory of it fades 

我记不清楚了

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier 

黑桃就像士兵的剑

I know that the clubs are weapons of war

 梅花（棍子）可以是战斗武器

I know that diamonds mean money for this art 

方块（钻石）象征钱

But that's not the shape of my heart 

但他们代表不了我的心

That's not the shape......the shape of my heart 

他们代表不了我的心

And if I told you that I loved you 

如果我说爱你

You'd maybe think there's something wrong 

你会觉得我有病吧

I'm not a man of too many faces 

我不是多面的人

The mask I wear is one 

只有这一面

Well, those who speak know nothing 

无知的人爱说话

And find out to their cost

 其实要付出代价

Like those who curse their luck in too many places 

就像反复诅咒了他们的命运

And those who fear are lost

害怕的人在迷惘